I work my a** off for my grades, and in most classes I do well (straight As). i just can’t do as well in this math course. I get Bs constantly and all my friends have better grades than me, seemingly effortlessly. I’m so tired and I feel sick, because I try so goddamn hard but the exams never seem to go my way, even if I study for hours on end. I go to a school where the standards are astronomically high, and I always feel ashamed when I tell my friends what i got, even though Bs are perfectly decent grades. I don’t feel good enough in all areas of my life and my anxiety is at an all time high. I don’t know how much longer I can handle everything.
