Sometimes I want people to hit me, burn me, cut me, punch me, kick me etc. Sometimes it’s gone to the extreme of wanting someone to stab or murder me… even worse things than that sometimes… But that’s not something I’m ready to confess yet. It’s not s*****. Sometimes I get the reverse feeling of ME wanting to inflict harm on someone. I would never do it… But I just need to be hurt. I need to feel something
Sorry if that sounded cringy or edgy
