I want people to hurt as much as I do. I want them to know everything is not ok. the world is a sick place and I can’t live with the burden of dealing with my anxiety and depression. I know it sounds cringy but I have a sick and fucked up mind. God forbid anyone could tell what I was thinking… I’m disgusted with the way I think and I know one day it will become too much and I will act on it. I’m so scared of hurting someone I love. I don’t mean to think this way. I can’t help it. And it doesn’t help that she isn’t listening to me… I guess this is more of a cry for help than anything.
