I’m very bitter of my best friend and her bf’s relationship. Why can’t I find healthy love? Why don’t I have what they have. Whenever they’re being cute together I wanna f****** throw up. They’re cute but god I’m just so tired of not having romance in my life. But I don’t want just anyone. I want someone who’s right for me. I know that s*** takes time but I’m so f****** impatient. I’m just faking it to I make it. Faking being completely satisfied with single life until I actually am. I JUST WANT LOVE DAMMIT. WHY DOES EVERYONE GET IT BUT ME
