I had an abortion about 2 years ago. I proceeded to get an IUD because I hate kids. So it strikes me as odd that when my boyfriend is inside of me and I’m playing with my c***, I make myself c** by thinking about him impregnating me again. I don’t regret what I did but sometimes I feel a little defective because the idea of kids is so horrible to me. I’m not interested in being responsible for raising a well adjusted human being when I’m as fucked up as I am.
