It’s not that I want you to suffer. I do want you to be happy. But you have not recognized the agony you have put me through. You have put me through hell and simply blocked me out of your life. I do want you to miss me. I do want you to struggle with my loss. Why? Because I did so with you and i need it to mean something. I need to see you only one more time. I want you to see me. I want to know what you feel so I can be at rest. Was it really so easy to let me go? If yes then I must struggle alone. But if you ever loved me, I ask for a sign. The years will pass. You will forget more and more. I want just one more memory for both of us. Otherwise I was only a toy and I came out with nothing but scars. Let it have been love.
