I am definitely not naive any more. Even that it was always more ignorance than anything. I saw it all right in front of me, I knew exactly what it was, I didn’t like it and I still ignored it. I disregarded it. I needed to be shown how bad s*** can be if you ignore what you see right in front of you as wrong.
I am not that way anymore. That’s why I seem so impossible at this point. To some people I am impossible. I learn from things. I know what I want, I see things for exactly what they are, you can’t sugar coat anything with me, and I will not ever accept anything less than exactly what I want or need. For anything.
