Tbh I’m basically in love with someone i dont personally know. Thats because he is a content creator. He makes me feel safe, like his humor replicates mine, his voice is soothing, he cares for his viewers, and I know so much about him. It’s gotten to the point where I can’t sleep without someone’s arms around me or the other way around. I just want to personally know him and get to now him. And I have this little ongoing day dream in my fucked up head that I imagine his stupidly long arms are wrapped around my waist just so I can feel safe to go to sleep. I just feel like it’s never gonna happen as I’m still very much hung up on my ex.
