I 100% agree with you. I also refuse all forms of true physical intimacy. Its excruciating to walk away from someone you give your body and soul to. S** ? Is easy. Love is the one thing that can break my mind and shatter my spirit . its why I have had no true intimacy in approx 18 years. I date . but no way wil! I let myself be touched . im cautious . plus I believe love should always be present if you make love to someone.
