I am going to kill myself if lockdowns last more than 2-3 months (not like I have a date in mind, I am just estimating based on what I know about my own mental health). Coronavirus is not the biggest threat for people like me, ironically the lockdowns are. I just don’t do well with confinement. I have to be able to get up and move around. I’m kind of mad too because there are a lot of young people like me with depression, and like I get it, but I feel like older people with only like 2-3 years left to live anyway are being prioritized over the people like me, who just can’t deal with this b*******. I hate that I am even saying it, but it’s how my mind is thinking, and I can’t help that. Anyways society already decided, so f*** it. Plan to see my corpse on the News: I am going to try to save other people like me by being a martyr. I will leave a sign that says “the lockdown did this to me”. Maybe my suicide will prevent the suicides of others.
