I have D.I.D, that’s a start.
Trigger Warning: S***** Assault, Suicidal thoughts.
I need to get this off of my chest.
An alter s******* assaulted my best friend and I have no clue what to do.
I’ve been freaking out and going into spirals about faking (because I’m undiagnosed, and trying to get a diagnosis will just be too difficult considering the people I live with).
This morning I woke up with suicidal thoughts because of it, thinking it would be better to end my life. But that’s not going to do anything.
My alter kissed someone without their consent. And that’s going to leave a permanent mark. Sure, it wasn’t me who did it, but it was an alter who was controlling my body.
If people don’t want to believe me, that’s fine. I can live with it. But I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve come so low that I’ve resorted to doing this. I’m not even an adult yet. This f****** s**** and I hope the alter that did it somehow dies.
