I self harmed for the first time in 7 years last night. I was having a BPD episode and nothing else could calm me down, it was done out of impulse. I

I self harmed for the first time in 7 years last night. I was having a BPD episode and nothing else could calm me down, it was done out of impulse.

I haven’t felt that euphoric in quite some time. That pain, burning and rush felt exquisite. It’s like I was high again. Immediately after, numbness washed over me, soothing me as I could finally rest and collect myself. Do I regret it? Yes and no. Only yes because my husband is going to be devastated once they see and for that, that’s the only part of me that hold guilt for this.

I missed this feeling, however, I’ll refrain from doing this again as much as I can.

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