So.. a guy I’ve known for 8 years and have had the biggest crush on, we started dating, and have been for four months.. we’re both military. And he went to the field a couple months and then completely ignored me since he’s gotten back, or when we’d do talk, he barely respond. So, I made a new friend, and we got close.. did stuff I’m not proud of, still barely talking with my bf. And now this second guy is proposed and I unthinkingly said yes. And all of the sudden, the first guy has so much energy, and like he’s talking about my future.. they’re both sweethearts and I feel so f****** guilty, and such a bad person. I’m trying to think long term and am trying to figure out which one to be like hey, Yasss yadda, I didn’t know what to do.
