I didn’t know why I was this fucked up. I just want my brother dead. This f****** kid constantly screams and cries until he gets his way. Gets every privilege that I never got. I’m treated like s*** by him and am expected to respect him and his stupid father (my stepdad). I want them both gone. I want to kill both of them. I want to come home and see a knife sticking out of both of their throats. I wish he was stillborn or my mum had a miscarriage. I wish my stepdad would just have a horrific, fatal accident at work and f****** die. The two of them should just drop dead. They need to or I’m going to kill both of them. Either I move out of here and go to uni or I end up in jail for murder. I don’t f****** care. They need to f****** die. I’m going to go f****** insane.
