I am a 26 year old male. I have been married to my wife for 5 years. Before her I had a few girlfriends in high school. I have never been with a man but I had always been curious. I thought this was just teenage curiosity and it would pass but I can’t stop thinking about it. I figured it would never happen and just be a fantasy I would always have. I find women more attractive than men. I actually don’t find men attractive at all and gay p*** does nothing for me. But I quite enjoy straight p***. But I have a particular kind of straight p*** I like. I can’t get enough of unusually large men having their c**** worshipped by women. I m talking like 12”. At first I didn’t want to admit it but I was turned on by their giant c****. And seeing woman worship them. I especially liked the scenes where the woman just played with them and did oral s** and took their time. I would buy movies that were in this category. I hid them from my wife because I was ashamed of my fetish. I was turned on by the women enjoying themselves.but then later on I admitted I was turned on by the men. I liked seeing men like that get pleasured and after I realized it would probably never happen I admitted to myself I thought about being the woman or about being gay and serving a man like that. I imagined if I was gay I would have a man like that and serve him every day and he wouldn’t have to do anything to me. I guess I was gay because after years I admitted to myself my fantasy was to be submissive to a man like that. I enjoyed seeing the women do it at first. But now I have
