i hope when i f****** die i can tell you how much i hate you. i hope it f****** haunts you the rest of your life and you can’t get better from it you a******. you never loved me and made me feel unwanted and like i couldn’t say how i felt. i hope i can make you feel that way too. i hope i die in the most painful way possible at your hands and you feel guilty. i hope i can just be free from this hell i have to go through because of you, someone i should be looking up to. i hate you so much. i want to just die already.
