I know it’s very wrong but I have a childhood friend who lives 5 minutes of walking from my house. After elementary, we haven’t really talked until I met her again in late highschool. Her body suddenly become so …curvy actually. We hung out of her place and I genuinely couldn’t help but to look at her chest every so often. Her wearing a loose tee and lean forward didn’t help so much. I feel terrible about it because she’s truly a good friend but a small part of me also wants to push this friendship one step further. Maybe become friends with benefits since we live so close. I already know she’s not interested in a romantic nor s***** relationship at all so it’s all friendship with her. I think it’s best I don’t do anything but man I’m not sure if I can hold myself back forever
