My girlfriend doesn’t want s** from me, in fact, she’s kinda s** repulsed. I’m not going to force or pressure her to sleep with me. At the same time I still want copulation, and I want to stay faithful but it feels so wrong to just go have s** with someone who will say yes just because my girlfriend says no. I like to think its understandable to have this feeling, but I can’t help but feel horrible for even considering it.
