I spend almost every day , h****** my pillows or blankets . I own so many bottles of lube and I just leave them on my table near my bed. My boyfriend sees it and I always mention that I m********* all the time. I m********* way more than I see him, I’ll be so f****** h**** nobody sees me for days at a time because I can’t stop pleasuring myself. My p**** is ALWAYS throbbing and it makes the arousal uncontrollable. It feels too good too stop. Sometimes I think if someone walked in on me, I wouldn’t stop because I wouldn’t be able to control myself. Fuuuck . I’m lubing my p**** right now and shoving a pillow in my shorts hard against my c*** so I can watch myself desperately hump my pillow in the mirror with my a** in the air, drooling all over myself and literally crying from pleasure with tears streaming from my face. I’ll put my t****** on each side of the body pillow so I can see them jiggle or pinch my n****** while I violently hump. I fantasize about walking in a room full of people I know, and uncontrollably hump in front of them out of compulsion. I never want this feeling to end. I do this for 8 hours sometimes 14 or until I fall sleep. I picture my boyfriend drooling and grunting and crying and m*********** . I want him to be uncontrollably, dangerously h**** where he’s got no choice but to m********* all day and cry. I fantasize about if he came over so h**** that he was crying and jacking off already, and telling me in shock and embarrassment how he was so h**** he couldn’t stop himself from h****** his moms couch right next to her and apologizing saying that he can’t control himself and it feels soooo good he couldn’t stop. And how wrong he feels because his mom seeing him h**** made him so much more h****. And then we could spend the rest of the day h****** things looking each other in the eyes crying in pleasure making hella weird faces and noises🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤😩😩😩😩😩😵😵😵💦💦💦 I don’t know why but something has to be wrong with me. I can’t stop this😢😰😰😨😨😥😥 ohhhhh shiiiiiii🤧
