I dream of being an actual findomme. I want to live my day to day life knowing that everything I do is fueled completely by the lust other people have for me. I get so h**** thinking about being able to exert that kind of control over another human being. That’s not the only thing I want. I crave the kind of control where I can tell someone when and how they should c**, the kind that can make someone do anything in a heartbeat, with a word, with a thought. I want to humiliate and degrade someone in ways they never thought were possible, and then laugh at them as they do it just for my enjoyment. Is it ok for me to feel this way, or is this sick and twisted?
