Last night I was dreaming of pieces of the lyrics of the song, Love will lead you back…. 😉 Then I woke up to Dreamtunes of Barry White, ‘Can’t Get Enough of Your Love’ again this morning. I keep a dream journal and this song originally came to me, over eight months ago. I had no idea you even did a cover tune of it. Seriously, I have asked all my psychic, intuitive, empathic friends how the f- it is possible that I am picking up your singing vibe eight months later? Is it because you are so passionate? Is it the Hebrew thing? Is it the fact you have been singing since childhood? But I can’t tell you, this is 1 day short of a month being haunted by your music. This has never happened to me before, ever. Maybe it is because I isolated myself for the year and made most of my money off bitcoin, seeing a few clients on occasion and was able to pay all my bills and am super sensitive. Perhaps you zapped me and the loneliness away that day you touched me. Sigh. Who the f- knows what the mystery is but I am not messaging you on social media without legitimate reciprocity. I am on day 3 of no contact and venting here because this has blown my mind a bit. Honestly, I must have loved you in another life, perhaps we were family, soul mates or soul friends. I feel haunted, missing you but will most likely never see you again. The irony is you are single, and my question to you is if you spent your life dating wealthy, skinny, successful people and they are not a good fit, maybe just maybe you need someone the opposite, and adorable like me. 😉 Forcing myself to wake from the fantasy of you.
