I wish I was a woman. I know its too late for me in my life to make that journey, and to top it being head of the family makes me keep my current state.
I wear p****** instead of mens underwear. I wear dresses and skirts as much as I can when not with family. When I travel I go full fem while I am away.
I wish I was the girl when I watch p***. I have many adult toys and use them on myself and feel a strong draw to p**** and s****. I feel so satisfied with a large member inside me. I can watch female POV p*** all the time. Once I c**, I do not feel the shame or desire to be a boy again. It only makes me feel worse that I am not the s*** girl I dress to be.
I have gotten very bold to wear how I feel especially at night and mornings. I walk the neiborghood and run errands enfemme.
I really wish I had a v***** of my own.
