When I was younger, I was rapdd by my brother. Only extremely recently did I take action and got support from it. But it’s not that. I used to erp during that time as a coping mechanism. A way to tell myself that there are people who can experience s***** things with consent, without hurting someone else emotionally. It seems so stupid now but it helped alot. It helped me accept who I am. I’m not perfect and I don’t claim to be. It’s just what worked at the time and it took my mind into its own little world.
