When i was in third grade my older brother raped me in the shower, since then he has raped me so many times i lost count. Often times he will bribe me afterward to stop looking sad. Since he is my brother i have felt the need to keep it a secret, so that he can too have a bright future, and i do not want it to affect our family in negative ways. When i was in 6th grade all of this was still going on, but i got a boyfriend. We didn’t date long, but he started acting weird toward me and one night when i was hanging out with him at his house he convinced me to drink with him, so i did. Once we were both a little buzzed we decided to watch a movie and relax, he later during the movie forced me to have s** with him.
