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Everyone is tired of your s***, Dad. At this point nothing you try to do will change the fact that having been the emotionally (and occasionally physically) abusive a****** you’ve been over my 40 years of life has endeared nobody to you.
Let’s list your sins: unwilling to spend $50 dollars on corrective footwear for me after birth because of your pot habit (triple sad considering Mom was suffering Opioid addiction for crippling pain from Lyme’s and skipped her meds to fill the gap) arguments with my older sister that resulted in her getting punched around by you on 4 separate occasions, pressing Mom’s face down on a stove element (which led to your divorce; I’m amazed you won custody. Of all the absolutely amazing single fathers I know of, mine was the one terrible one,) you can’t be fucked to help anyone do anything you don’t gain benefit from, you threatened to disown my younger sister when she joined the military, you put me through the wall at 14 when I told you the truth about your being an annoying antagonizing prick to your at-the-time girlfriend, the way you talk about Grandma and your brother behind their backs is abominable… am I missing something? Oh yes, let’s not forget your addiction to pot going so far to the point that I’ve borne witness to crack addicts with greater faculties of restraint and reason than you, and to top it all off your hatred of the fact that I am your son and not a daughter; you apparently wanted only girls according to Grandma. You even tried to pressure Mom into aborting me when you found out I was a boy; thank f****** God my Mom wanted a son more than anything else in the world. And when it turned out I was on the spectrum, that’s the moment you wrote me off as an appliance to be used and discarded. Thank f*** everyone else had my back.
But the saddest part of all? After all that behavior you did, after every lie you’ve told, after every person you’ve used and backstabbed, every false face you’ve put on, and all the ladder climbing you’ve done to pull way ahead of your peers… you still aren’t happy. You have no joy in your life anymore. You’ve taken so much from so many, but you are unable to enjoy any of it, because at the end, you can never be satisfied. And hilariously enough, for all the s*** I’ll never get to enjoy… the little I can fulfills me. It makes me happy.
Maybe that’s the reason why of all the people you’ve hurt, you hate me most of all. The one every observer thought the sure bet for suicide, the unwanted one, the one you tried to impede the most, ended up being able to rise above it all. And while I’ll always be poor, I’ll never be without contentment. And when I finally bid farewell to you, after leaving this town tomorrow, the last of your family to move away, you will still be the person who couldn’t be fucked to do anything other than try to take more and more to satisfy a Hubristic self that can never be fulfilled. You’ve never changed, never grown, never had passion for anything beyond yourself. This, I realize, is why you never wanted a son; you couldn’t match Grandpa in any way before he died, and so you tried to make me less.
You failed.
My happiness, my existence, my presence here today… is a testament to your failure. Proof of the futility of evil. In your final moments, I imagine you will feel no regret; rather, an impotent seething rage at reality itself, as you foam at the mouth, cussing and raging incoherently with your final breaths as you waste the last vestiges of precious time. You deserve it; after all, you wanted to be above everyone else, but that also means being alone, and dying alone. And you certainly will die alone; your girlfriend only hangs out with you because you buy her tons of stuff and she can use you for free laundry.
See you never, starting tomorrow. What can I say? It’s been real (sad.)

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I am a young girl who stares at men’s crotches,on the bus,at school. My father’s, it’s all I think about,how big is his, I’m obsessed with the head especially, and the first p*** video I watched showed huge penises with huge balls being stroked by girls who really wanted to make him shoot lots of c**, and when it happened I nearly fainted ! So much creamy white c** flew through the air it was the horniest I have ever felt, I know why they call it ropes of c**, cuz it was. Well I watched about four adult men do this and it became burned into my newly formed s***** brain, its my major turn on, so I started spying on my older brother, he’s 15, and he leaves his door open a Crack when he showers so one day I snuck in and could see his naked body through the glass he was soaping his junk! Then he turned towards the glass and I got a clear view of the most gorgeous p**** I have ever seen and his head was extra long with the most amazing super flared rim around his head, his shaft was scary thick with deep wrinkles like a sweater sleeve pushed up on an arm with his flared head holding it back! I realized he wasn’t even hard yet! Then he started slowly stroking it and moaning, mumbling all kinds of naughty stuff, I crept in closer, it was like a dream come true, I gazed in awe as he slowly got erect, the deep heavy skin on his shaft started smoothing out as he grew! I was trembling all over, my knees were shaking me p**** was quivering so much I felt my c******* grow erect like I had a p****, I knelt down and pulled my p****** off and checked to be sure and my c*** was sticking out from my lips! I never saw it like that before I think I was pre orgasmic cause my mind and body was floating! I really didn’t care if he saw me I just couldn’t look away his c*** was finally straight up and down when he let go it slapped his tummy above his navel, almost to his n******! I wondered how I would ever be able to take his c*** inside me, but I knew somehow I just had to! I peed on his bathroom floor trying not to o***** and it was so yummy of a feeling as I stared at my brothers c*** I was filled with pride that he was so well endowed, he pressed ut against the glass and slid it up and down I almost cried out loud when he exploded a stream of fresh white c** that shot up to the top of the glass and stuck ,then it slowly slid down then another and another, I swear it was like 8 bursts of heavy thick c** blasting out of his huge slit! I was losing control hearing him grunting and yelling dirty things as his ropes of c** sailing all over the glass! I lost control and an o***** so powerful smashed into my body and mind I nearly passed out one hand in my mouth to keep from screaming and the other smashing my c******* between my fingers and pulling on it! I shook and bucked my hips until I heard a car horn beeping outside, his ride to football practice was here it shocked me like a hot bolt of lightning through my body and my climax surged he opened his eyes but didn’t see me crawling to the door I was still orgasming really hard and I stumbled into the door with a loud thump, I surged again and just crawled out and tried to get upstairs to my room while my head was spinning I stumbled into my bedroom and locked the door I stripped off my T shirt and stood totally naked in front of the window still orgasming j opened my eyes and saw his buddies looking up into my window I froze as I rubbed my c*** franticly my swollen n****** jutting out from my chest obscenely my still hairless mound was in full view and I loved it I wanted to be seen naked the rush caused me to spasm and another full o***** started assaulting my body I fell backwards onto my bed and pulled my lips wide apart and stuck my 2 fingers into me as deep as I could and ride out a violently powerful 2nd o***** my p**** squirted and I started crying from pure lust still picturing my brothers p**** shooting c** all over me and inside me! Am I a perverted sicko ? Do any other girls feel this h**** towards a family member? I came to and instantly remembered what I had to collect from his shower glass I did and I can’t say what I did next. There it’s off my shoulders I feel a bit better now thnx, Jerika.