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I am enrolled in a scouts group. I want to leave them. I just don’t feel like I belong there anymore. But i don’t know how to tell them about it. since 6 weeks, i haven’t been going there much. I had work and family obligations (and was happy for that. because before, i used to dump my work/family obligations to be with the scouts). I don’t like the people i’m working with there (the chiefs/cheftaines..). I witnessed many of there lies and disputes and i am not confortable with them anymore. I want to leave, but i don’t know how. I don’t want to have a fight with them before leaving, just a quite leave. the problem is that the group is having many problems now (financial among other problems). if i leave now, they will feel/say i’m letting them down in these difficult circumstances and i’m not like that. i just don’t want to hurt them (like they did to me many times), i’m not that kind of person…any advice?

New Confession

So, one time I told my mom that I wanna buy a lollipop, I was 17 that time. My step brother then asked if he could come my mom and I agreed. Me and my step brother let’s just call him Daniel. Daniel the both of went out to buy. We bought a few things lollies and he said he wanted a beer, so I bought one for him. But on the way home walking he asked saying “I have a lollipop why would you buy one?” I looked confused. But I just said I like the strawberry flavored more. he then asked if we could go somewhere for awhile, I agreed cuz’ why not, The house is boring anyway. We went to this secluded area it’s dim but not to dark. No person is walking at that time because it’s night a bit late. We sat down on the bench right beside each other. around probably 5 minutes passed, he took my hand and hovered at top of his “DIH’ it was hard, very hard. my hand is not inside yet. He spoke “you make me this hard everyday.” mind you he was 22 at that time. I sat down still, I didn’t move one bit and just let him do what he wants to. then, he puts my hand inside and helped me stroke his “Dih” I stroked it, he started moaning softly minutes passed like that, he spoke after “Can you s*** for me?” I nodded, because what can I do? I sucked his dih and he exploded on my mouth. I thought it was done and he told me to swallow so I did. after that we didn’t tell mom nor dad it’s our little secret. that was 6 months ago, and now we both sometimes do it when we are alone.

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