My best friend just got a guy she likes but lies to my face that they’re together doesn’t tell me anything. He’s over at the house and they’re clearly talking about my on their phones passing messages and now she won’t speak to me puts him first gives me dirty idk wtf i’ve done. I have done so much for her been there through everything now she’s not talking to me and wont speak to me. I don’t know wtf i’ve done but whenever she gets a new friendship i’m always put last but the thing is i have bpd and i can’t let this friendship go but the more i analyse this the worse it feels to me. I feel so unappreciated and not cared for around her sometimes it drives me insane.
