I am 26 female
All this time i thought i was just fat 5’2 weight 48-50
But just recently i realized,i actually don’t look fat to people when am dressed,i don’t look fat when am naked too but my body proportion is very funny and unrealistic for a women,i have not seen any healthy women having this body other than the one who are from a poor family and had very little nutrition while growing up.I dnt even look skinny like them.I have always had bloated tummy since i remember thats during my teenage years,i was always 54 to 55 since 9th grade.I have losed alot weight but i don’t feel any difference and thats because of the way my body it.Whenever i look over body types,i come to the type thats inverted traiangle,rectangle,straight.I have small b****,i have wide ribs that looks wide below my bust rather than being narrow,i don’t even have hips in the first place.So from the front it looks like a straight sheet of paper with wide shouldera and from the side the only things thats the widest is my tummy area below my belly button.I feel horrible to look at myself.So, its like i can’t even wear bodycon dresses,i have always wore baggy T shirts but i love those girls dresses.I like maxi,i love crop tops but i cannot wear those.Nothing look right on me thats what i feel.I don’t want to feel this way
I just wish i was a normal girl with a normal body.I hate everything every single thing in my body,from my face to eyes to lips to hair to forehead to hands to legs to fingers to toes.Everything
I don’t think i am ugly but i hate it.I hate seeing what i see personally and in the mirror and photos.Why should i have a reason to hate everything about me?? Atleast there should be a thing to love about myself.Atleast 1 thing should be pretty,like pretty eyes,fingers,legs,hair,lips.Atelast 1 or 2 would have been enough.Why so unfair with me?? Why ??
