• 4 days ago

In 2019, my friends and I decided to go on dating websites and say just to play around. We eventually did and I signed up for a specific dating website. On that website, I met a guy. We added each other on Snapchat and we talked through there for a bit before I gave out my number to him. This eventually led to us calling each other on the phone. Several months later, we were still talking and the calling went from here and there to everyday calling. I became so used to his calling and myself calling him that it became a routine for the both of us. Towards the end of 2019, I found out he was talking to another girl. This broke my heart so much that I was crying and drinking everyday. During that time, he was still call me, alternating the days with the other girl and I. He did this several time, until he finally asked me why did I like him knowing that he drew the line from the beginning. I’ve said that I knew and this feeling for for came unexpectedly and I couldn’t control because he was the fiat guy that I became so comfortable and close with throughout my whole years. He didn’t know what to say to my response. Couple of hours laters, he called me, answering to my question that I asked through text. I told him from the very beginning if he ever wanted to stop talking, he could tell me and I would understand right way. The reason why he didn’t want to tell me because he didn’t want to hurt me so he just continued to call me. I never doubted him until the moment I found out he was talking to my friend’s friend. I trusted so much that I even told everything to him that I wouldn’t even tell my friends. We stopped talking for a moment until During mid December, he texted me back again. I ignored his texts and this made go on guilt trip so bad for not replying back to him. He called me and have said that the girl he was talking to was talking to another girl and how she had played his feelings. This made me wonder “ What am I suppose to be then now. Your rebound when things didn’t work out for you, knowing that I still continued to wait for you everyday and every night.” At this moment, he knew I was the one he I would make time just to answer his calls. He would call me continuously throughout the days even at work. This was very new of him to do, which caught me at a surprise. We’ve then continued our old routine like back then, causing me to catch deep feelings for him again.