I kind of just expected more, I don’t know why. It’s almost winter and for some reason I’m getting back the same feelings I had in the beginning of when we first started talking again. but for some reason I feel like your energy isn’t there. I know I said things about how we can’t do anything but idk I kind of j want to go back in time to the day where I laid w u and was happy for once. i want to let go of everything you’ve done to me and I want to start over but instead of being afraid of u lying and cheating, I’m now also scared of u losing interest and losing love. i j wish we can go back. i miss the old us.
