I feel better than I’ve felt in a long time. I have energy again, I’m on good terms with both of my exes, I’m maintaining happy and healthy relationships with all of my friends, I’m being proactive and getting s*** done, I’ve started eating healthy and I have a healthier relationship with alcohol. I don’t lie in bed all day, and I haven’t had a suicidal thought in weeks. I’m still cautious of a relapse but I know how to deal with it and I feel confident about the future. Hope everyone stays safe, gets out, has passion, eat healthy, drink water and have a good day!
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Two exes?
Personally I couldn’t be friends or be on good terms with very many of my ex’. Most of the time, I’m thinking of one in particular, we have nothing in common. Interests, tastes, lifestyle, pretty much not one thing. I am always baffled as to what I saw. I realize instantly that shit is wild when you are under the influence of what you percieve as “love” while you are in it. Its gets me sometimes. I usually would not go back and it’s a sure thing that the next one will polar opposite to her in every way. I am pretty much replused by ex traits. I’m sure she would feel the same though too. I would say I feel bad for our relationship, whatever that was, because I never really did care much, and I was selfish, and I was so out of my mind I never really stopped to think that I was in the wrong and I dont really give too much of a shit about her or her life, and I didn’t give anything, but then she kicked my ass pretty good in the end, I got it worse than she did, she won that relationship, so I don’t feel bad.
Good terms? How about no terms at all. Men and women can’t be “just friends”, good terms terms though? Why? Unless there is kids involved, not many people are really capable of even associating with an ex after everything. Most people. I’m one of those people.
Well with the first we agreed about two months ago that it was mutually harmful, I didn’t care enough or even try and she was too controlling and ended up cheating which ended it. I don’t forgive her but I get it and she’s dealing with some mental problems that include hypersexuality and I’m trying to help her despite our past because its shitty to go through that alone. We’ve both grown a lot since we dated like 4 years ago and the only reason we’re still in each other’s lives is mutual friends. The second was weirder and I will admit entirely my fault. We hooked up a week after knowing each other and after a month she asked me out, I declined because I was still coming off of the other breakup, though it had been around six months and honestly I just didn’t want to commit. She asked me a few more times but gave up because she understood me better than I did and we basically were together. Looking back she really did like me a lot but I was an idiot. She moved halfway across the world and I’ve only seen her once since when she came back for a couple of days. All we did was hook up and I still regret not making an effort to reconnect more. We did text afterward for a little bit but then we got into an argument and she asked me why I even bothered texting her if I didn’t care about anything. I told her I didn’t have an answer and she said to just never talk to her again. It wasn’t until her friend who I had only contacted a few times started texting me worried about her a couple of weeks ago and made it clear that she wasn’t ok that I made more of an effort like I should have and as of now I think I can say we’re finally good. She’s on a vacation now and we facetime a lot. Neither of us do long distance but we agreed that we should keep in touch at least a little. I will agree that it would be easier to just go your separate ways but sometimes things get complicated.
Do I know you? The second one I never officially dated but we got along like we were.
This positivity is cute, but we all die in the end anyway… what is the point of anything?
God you sound like a younger me. If nothing matters why waste your time wallowing in your bleak view of the universe instead of just doing the shit that makes you happy and living your life?