Honestly, I thought that I would’ve been dead by now. Idk why when I was younger I thought I’d only live to a certain age and now that I’m at that age I’m at loss on what to do. Like I don’t have any plans for my future because I feel like my future won’t happen or I won’t even have one.
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Same here. I’ve been suicidal since I was really young, like around 10 or 11 and I honestly didn’t expect to live this long. Your best bet is to figure out a long term plan and wing it in the meantime.
I have been suicidal since 2nd grade so about seven years of age. Grew up in trauma and abuse also in a cultist environment. I am 20 now and it’d been really hard for me to find my own path too, I finally realized that the only thing that would make me happy would be to help other people through their difficulties and now I am starting a new job at a youth homeless shelter and I still don’t know what to expect, I dont have the answers to everything I dont know if this is the right choice/ path but all you can do is try until you can’t anymore
find something you want
work for it
try
until
you
cant
itll be ok
I went through this at 30.