Recently I’ve been sad and very lonely. I don’t feel comfortable or safe around…. Anybody. I can’t even hang out with my cousin or my brother, they’re always making sexist f****** remarks and my cousin is always talking about r*** and says s*** like “put a d*** in ur a***” and it makes me so uncomfortable. (Note that he’s technically not my actual cousin and we’re not related, but it’s still f****** gross, and we live together). And my brother says s*** about r*** all the time too
This is not even an over-statement.
But, on the good side of things, I now have an actual online friend. We actually talk all the time, and she’s super nice, and she makes me laugh all the time. We can talk for hours, and I haven’t felt this way about somebody for a long time now. (We platonic btw) and it feels so nice to be able to text somebody and know they won’t leave you on read :3. If only I didn’t live in a small town with only 4 viable options for friends, otherwise I might be able to find an irl friend that I can talk to often :'(. Still
