I have massive trust issues. I do not trust anyone 100%. So unfortunately that means no one completely knows me. And only a handful know me well enough to be called “friends” but I don’t really trust them either. Like if s*** hits the fan, I’m on my own. And that’s fine by me. I work best when alone anyways. Still, I yearn for someone that I can put my absolute faith in other than myself. It would be nice to have that kind of person. But it’ll never happen as far as I’m concerned. So I’m in quite the quandary.
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I can really relate to how you feel- I don’t think I have trust issues though, but I’m very cautious with what I say. Some people with think they know everything about me but the things they know about me are only a fraction of what me and a portion of what only I tell them. Some people I know will call me a Friend or even Best Friend, but even they are what I consider good acquittance to me, I don’t consider them my Friend or Best Friend. Those that I consider close to are family and only a certain few outside my relations.
But even for my family, I can’t fully be myself but someone like a partner I can be myself with would be a dream since I wouldn’t feel judged, wouldn’t feel the constrictions of how were supposed to be, and be able to express my mind and deepest thoughts without someone being unable to understand or just confuse them x
This post is so relatable that’s it’s actually sad. You’re not the only one that feels this way,it’s crazy how so many people feel this.This might sound depressing but people I’ve known as friends always leave somehow,in different ways even if we still remain friends.No one really fully knows you completely but is that perfectly normal to feel?
Put your trust in me my love