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I know people laugh at my expense, I’m always been weird when it comes to expression and even my serious face makes people guffaw. My family just tolerates me because I’m emotionally needy tool. so I have slowly stopped being dependent on them or anybody to live all on my own, it is difficult to just leave your family, especially mother, she calls me once in a while but sometimes she forgets to call and I start feeling this stress and panic but I don’t call her. I just want to forget every single person that has ever been in my life, I cry sometimes and that painful noises I let out came to notice of my neighbor and they complained to the house owner, now he will be coming over to just look around and see everything is fine. I know I don’t pray or celebrate festivals and unluckily neighbor guys are very religious. I have not harmed a single soul or disrespectful to anybody and all I want is to be left alone. Sometimes I feel I must try alcohol and drugs, my whole life I have been this good person by all society standards but society rejects me. Maybe people try to show off they are all right because they are secretly not all right, but I’m totally fine person with no bad habits and I’m humble, but I’m the weird one who gets looks and laughed at. I really hope some day I will left alone because I can’t function in “normal ” society

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  • Hi,
    You need anti depressant tablets to help you with your problems,.
    Go and see your doctor and have him prescribe them to you.
    It will take about 3 weeks for the tablets to take full effect.
    When your mind is settled, your emotions are under control and you can think clearly, then remove all of the negatives from your life and keep only the positives and move forward to a happy and positive future.
    You can remain on anti depressant tablets for as long as you like.
    I enjoy the safety, security of my mind, being able to control my emotions effectively and better able to order my life to my needs, to the exclusion of all else, most of all.
    If however, you decide you want to come off them:
    You simply cannot go Cold Turkey, that simply does not work and you will mentally harm yourself.
    Reduce your anti depressant medication by 1/4 of a tablet each week, until you are off the medication completely.
    If you feel weird at any time, go back on your full dosage and try again a few weeks later.
    Seeing a Psych simply does not work and you should save yourself the money spent, to do so.
    Good Luck and Best Wishes……..

    Anonymous January 19, 2020 9:59 am Reply
  • Antidepressants just give some people the extra energy and motivation to successfully commit suicide. Talk to a Dr. and get the whole story, including the significant, sometimes permanent side effects.

    Anonymous January 19, 2020 10:16 am Reply

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