I feel like I don’t deserve anything that I have and I believe that I’m a lonely fucker who can’t do anything right. I just want all of my problems to go away or I just want to die but I don’t want to die now. If it weren’t for my brother I wouldn’t be here now. Everything that I do is going to be for him. He can’t take care of himself due to a mental disorder. I may not see value in my own life but I will be damned if I don’t try to take care of him for as long that I live, or for as long that he lives no matter what I will go with him.

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