I was very hesitant to tell my father that I’m gay…in the end he reacted very well…but then I started feeling ashamed. There is this disgusting feeling in my body that won’t leave and it’s bothering me, because it has shifted my slightly positive perspective of dating to an extremely negative one. I think I fucked up my feelings and that I won’t be able to get rid of the sense that I’m exposed and vulnerable…..sometimes, I should let certain things remain a secret….now, I feel so s*****
