when im in high school i have one attitude that make people annoying with you which is attention seeker..when people love this i love the same to,when people hate i hate to until one day..when i and my friends have misunderstood when i said her was busybody to take care of me juist bcuz i want attention i post that on status..I thought i got a lot comment by people that cheer me up but wrong they bash me they say im a fake friend they say i am so annoying and alot thing but i doesnt fight of it cuz i know i was wrong and already imagine how people gonna hate me annoyed by me at school..after the status full of about im being fake friend..i was embrassed by myself and i decided to quit from school..and now i rarelu contact with my schoolmate but i try to make friend by joining ig gp,whatsapp gp to make friends..for me this make me feeling down a little cuz when this happen there something happen to me to my uncle forced me to do s** with him but he doesnt that instead of that he always f******** me when he come to my home until my family mopved to new house he doent come anymore..i happy cuz he doent come but i afraid how should i tell to my family..this thing make fed up..i have depression and always anxiou when i go outside..i always feeling that someone its watching me i cant sleep cuz i always cry bcuz i feel guilty for not telling my family about this..my family always said im lazy,fat,ugly but i always tried my best to hide this i started doing home work,eat less and always happy infront of them..they always ask me just tell if have something to tell but i said im okay nothing bad has happen on me like nothing happen on me..my uncle do that to me since i was middle school until i in high school..noone know about this and writing here cuz i want to..All of this happen in my house but noone noticed it..
