I think I’m going crazy. I keep hearing voices in my head and I can’t tell if they’re mine or not or even if I’m just pretending. I keep having panic attacks because sometimes I’ll suddenly feel like “none of this is real and I want out”. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but sometimes I’ll look in the mirror and tell myself that that’s not my face. It comes out of nowhere. Currently I’m sobbing in the bathtub. I sometimes feel I want to off myself but my family has saved up so much money just so I can go to college and I owe it to them to keep living. I don’t want to tell anyone, they’ll think I’m mad and I think they might want to have me committed somewhere. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I wish I could just stop existing without hurting anyone.
