I was coming home from Target to get Laundry detergent and Feminine Pads for the house. Prior to what had happened I had already been in a fairly upset mood and what happened didn’t make it any better. I had gone to Walgreen’s and Rite Aids, attempting to get my mothers’ medicine that she needs to survive in the peak hours of the day when it’s the utmost unbearable. Both said that my mother was not covered, nor were any of her prescriptions ready and the annoying thing is that I had checked last night and we were enrolled in the system. After all of that hula-bu-loo, I ended up coming home steeped in sweat and I had planned on cleaning my clothes and myself. The annoying fact of the mater is though, that couldn’t be done unless we had pads and Laundry detergent. So I went to Target Via the bus, and then start to head home after I got everything. After hopping off the bus, I began to walk home, the detergent in a bag in one arm and the pads in my bag. I like to walk with music in my ear and usually try to stay out of other peoples way. So, I was walking minding my own business and out of nowhere a damn douche bag runs by me really fast and screams RIGHT IN MY EARS and I could HEAR him over the headphones and my music. Now, I suppose I shouldn’t have called him a ‘little douche bag’ while also telling him that he didn’t need to startle me -ON PURPOSE MIND YOU- and so he asked me why I called him that in an offended tone while his little crew was walking ahead of him, with him. So after this, they ALL decide t start messing with me in the middle of the street while crossing the cross walk. One of the three females were running by me and tapping my a** -Sorry lil girl, i don’t swing that way- while one of the four to five males were badgering me. The largest flipped my hat that my boyfriend had given me, which I told them. Any time I would casually point at them they would jump back and act like I was going to attack them. The same large fellow snatched my blue tooth headphones -that had been given to me for a Christmas present after being forcefully foreclosed out of my old home- and I’m sure as one can tell this was all upsetting me greatly. He had literally YANKED a GIFT from around my NECK and broke it. No. That was WAY unnecessary as was everything else they were doing. These kids were NOT acting like Kids. THEY WERE ACTING LIKE CRIMINALS AND THUGS. I went to retrieve my now damaged gift from him but he threw it to one on as scooter. I went after him and he chucked it to one of the others males so I grabbed the scooter in a fit of rage and chucked it. They continued their infantile jeering and I called them such. The one that had told me that they ARE kids and after I told the girl a fact and truth. That she and her friends were beautiful young women and have no need to act in such a way -The only thing that the girls accepted out of what I said to them was the compliment. Go figure- in which, they REALLY didn’t. The girl asked me why I chucked a scooter at them then and the thing is. I wasn’t chucking it AT them. She just THOUGHT that I was. I was just getting fed up with their s***, grabbed the closest thing-the scooter- and chucked it to the side-They scattered when I lifted it a little with one of my arms- and they want to act like they’re at some type of party. IT’S A GODDAMN SCHOOL NIGHT, THEY SHOULD BE IN BED GETTING THEIR REST, NOT HARASSING INNOCENT AND EXHAUSTED PEOPLE. Also I’m not sure but they may-Key word MAY- have chose to mess with me since I have a lighter complexion then them. I.E. Possible racist targeting by children filled with past centuries hate. I don’t know. All I know is, is that this upset and annoyed me greatly. …I found the busted headphones and ended up breaking them more in a fit of rage before picking up what was in front of me and throwing it away though even though part of me wanted to leave it and go home. Oh and the reason why I never bothered calling the police? 1 if I had reached for my phone they probably would have snatched it and broke it as well. 2 This a LITERAL Heat of the moment thing. 3 There were 7 of those annoying little wretches and only one of me. Do the math. and the main and final reason. They’ve never done s*** for me or my family. In fact they’ve CAUSED a good chunk of emotional damage to my family and only once was one of them charged for it. Even while I was in elementary/middle school they never did s*** to help me after I had gone through 8 years of being constantly bullied. They always listened to the bullies or only gave them a light slap on the wrist. So really.. what the f*** is the point? What the f*** is the point in trying for a system, for a government that doesn’t do damn near enough for the people on the bottom and does more than enough for those on the top. I want to take my own life… but I can’t. I would die for my boyfriend, and I would also choose to live for him in this fucked up s***** a** world. Just one more month. Just one more.
