I suffer from anxiety and schizophrenia, I constantly wounder what it would feel like to hurt someone like kill them, and some days I have no feelings towards it, I would do it and not feel bad, just kill for the sake of killing but other days I feel so ashamed that I could even think about that; I know I am getting worse because the bad thoughts happen so much compared to how it use to be, but I don’t want to tell me doctor because I think he will send me to be hospitalized. -Trinity
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Maybe you should be hospitalized for a bit. It’s not wrong if you need help. I suffer from some mental health problems too. I know it hard. But the desire to kill someone is definitely not a good thing. You should tell you doctor. It’s better safe that sorry.
Hey. I’m going through this too, and yes I get the same idea that the doctor would keep me away from the society. My way of handling it is to talk to my friends firstly. God sake, talk to anyone really bcs you need someone who knows.
In my case, I get fantasies of killing people for no reason. It’s either self-harming or harm others. The urge intensifies whenever I can’t project it and I usually go amok in private. God knows none of my friends wanna see do it. I might just lose them.