I may have been molested when I was younger by some friends. I played with my older brother and his friends a lot when I was younger (still hang out with him and his friends now). Two of them had a bet on who could touch my privates most in a day. Through tickle attacks and wrestling I kind of noticed and confronted them about it, asking what was going on. They told me about the bet after I pushed them. I told them to stop and they did and I didn’t think much about it but something triggered the memory for me recently, something I watched and I realized that might count as molestation. And now I can’t stop thinking about it and I don’t know how I feel about it. I’m still friends with one of the guys and the other…well, he’s got a bad reputation but we check in on one another once in a great while. I don’t feel the need to bring it up to either of them but no one else knows about it so I have no one to talk to about these feelings now.
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if possible, try to find what sort of counseling resources are around so they can help process everything… i’ve been seeing a therapist for years and it has helped immensely with what i go through