I used to think that self-harm was stupid when I was younger. But I feel like doing it right now.
School s****. I only have a bunch of fake friends at school. I tend to overwork, cause i cannot stand it when things go against my will, so i always try to do all by myself.
Also, i always try to help people even without considering my ability. Then I frequently dissapoint the people whom I helped. It’s upsetting when people look at you with such disbelief. They don’t trust you anymore, and it makes you feel worthless. It lowers your self-esteem.
And my family always put pressure on me to learn at prestigious universities. My parents compare me with other ‘successful’ kids a lot. They give me this feeling that I will never live up to their expectation.
It’s ok, it’s just me ranting. You can ignore this and keep scrolling down. But I have no one to talk to. That’s why I’m on this confession site to write down all these at midnight.
My mood might go up a bit. At least that’s what I hope.
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Do not self harm, ever. It is not the best way to cope with your problems. It only makes things worse.
What you need to do instead is meditate. Meditating always helps. Start out slow for about 5 to 10 minutes. Later, 30 minutes if you want. It’s up to you. It doesn’t need to be an hour long.
I wish I could give you a big hug and tell you everything’s ok. ❤ But a virtual hug would do. ❤
Meditating helps relieve stress.