I dont know who should i speak too bcuz of my past bad attitude.I afraid to confess to people.I love my family and I dont want they misunderstood each other again and fight for nothing..I may pretend not to care abt it infront my family but truly I dont want to lose them one by one.My uncle always come to our house every morning bcuz our house near.Firstly I thought he accindetally touch my xx but its was to often until one day he start to f******** me and told me to shut my mouth..I didnt do anything cuz that time I was 11 until I 13 he still do that thing to me..I wanna to tell to person i was afraid they not believe me and they will not be my friend anymore..after I move with my stepmother I barely meet he but he always call me to its anyone home..I doesnt pick up when he call..And now my sister has moved to they own house they barely meet my uncle but when they want to visit him they always ask me to come together with them and my uncle will look at me and always say its my xx okay..he always say he want to xx with me..that make me more afraid..My sister and brother inlaw always said that they can read people mind but they never know whats going on my mind what i always think..sometime i wanna die,sometime i wanna runaways from my family and dont want they to remember me but I never do something that make them happy..there noone know this until now..I afraid that this thing can make my family relation become more bad..sometime i wanna make them forget all abd thing and remember good thing..ITS BECAUSE THIS IS ANONYMOUS I BRAVE MYSELF TO CONFESS..PEOPL MAY NOT READ IT BUT I FEEL NO BURDEN ANYMORE..*ENGLISH ITS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE*

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