• 5 years ago
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Today I learned a little more about life and this is a lesson that I have learned. No matter how old someone gets life is still a continued learning lesson. Always know that.

For a few months I thought I was falling for a man. What he was doing and what I was conveying were too separate things. I had a big cry about this a few days back. After I got over my self pity party I realized that I NEEDED to see his side, I NEEDED to respect him as a person. He doesn’t want ME as much as he wants my companionship. He wants a close, loving bond but nothing more, no s***** intimacy, no future relationship. I saw it as someone hiding their feelings. I couldn’t have been more wrong. This man honestly enjoys my company as I do his.

It is the oddest thing I have ever experienced yet it is the most wonderful feeling I have ever had. Yesterday was the first day where I am wasn’t upset because I hadn’t received a response text back from him in less than an hour. Today my heart didn’t flutter out of my chest when I first saw him. Today was the first time I was able to look at him and not shy away only after a few moments.

Today I realized that we had formed a companionship, something I haven’t ever experienced but am truthfully happy that I am in one.

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