NOT SURE WHAT I WOULD CATEGORIZE THIS CONFESSION AS… I’M IN LOVE WITH THE MAN I LIVE WITH AND AT ONE POINT HE SHOWED ME LOVE BUT WE NEVER ESTABLISHED A RELATIONSHIP… FAST FORWARD >>> ABOUT A YEAR OR SO AGO HE HAD TOLD ME HE WAS INTERESTED IN A POLYGAMOUS RELATIONSHIP OF WHICH I WAS NOT SO I MADE IT A CLEAR NO. COME TO FIND OUT HE WAS TALKING TO OTHER WOMEN BUT ONE IN PARTICULAR. THIS RELATIONSHIP HAS DROVE ME TO DO THINGS THAT I DON’T NORMALLY DO. ABOUT 2 WEEKS AGO I WAS SNOOPING AND FOUND THAT HE HAD A CREDIT CARD IN HIS NAME DELIVERED TO HER HOME. I TOOK IT AND THOUGHT OF RUNNING TH CREDIT CARD UP BUT I COULDN’T DO IT. 12/7 WAS HIS BIRTHDAY AND AS USUAL I PUT OUR DIFFERENCES ASIDE AND WENT ALL OUT FOR HIS BIRTHDAY. HE WAS BEHAVING WEIRD AND BEING DISTANT SO IN MY HEART I KNEW SOMETHING WAS GOING ON. SATURDAY NIGHT A STRANGE CAR WAS OUTSIDE MY HOUSE BUT NO ONE WAS IN THE HOUSE.SUNDAY MORNING HE LEFT AND GAVE ME THE MONEY TO PAY THE RENT. I ASKED WHAT WAS GOING ON HE JUST TOLD ME HE WOULD BE GONE FOR A FEW DAYS AND I NEEDED TO GIVE THE LANDLORD THE RENT. I ASKED HIM WHERE HE WOULD BE HE WOULDN’T TELL ME SO I PUT 2 AND 2 TOGETHER AND REALIZED HE WAS GOING ON A TRIP WITH THIS WINCH. I LOST IT… A FEW DAYS LATER I APPLIED FOR A CREDIT CARD IN HIS NAME AND SENT IT TO HER HOUSE. HE BELIEVES ITS ME BUT I WILL NOT ADMIT IT AND NEVER WILL.
