It’s been one year since I’ve fallen in love with my friend. Last June, I made a promise to myself try to move on because I’m tired. Everything was calm for the next two months, I never talked to him in college. Suddenly, last october on my birthday, he asked me to drink some whiskey with him. I agreed on it. So we went to a bar and talked about life. Well it’s been a long time since we talked so I tried not to be awkward. That’s the moment I realized that I failed to forget him and move on. Last week, I went to a bar alone just to have some drink, suddenly he texted me and asked to go clubbing with him. I said yes. So we met at a club and drank so much until we were drunk. We didn’t do anything though but he said that he’s happy cause that was his best clubbing experience. I started to realize that I couldn’t forget him. It’s hard for me. I know that this won’t be a happy ending, but I keep falling hard for him. I’m tired and I don’t know what to do anymore.
