This loneliness is bad enough but the depression makes it worse. I drink to make both go away but it’s only for a short time. Nothing seems to help ease the blueness. Music sounds good but food doesn’t taste as good as it should. Movies don’t interest me. Books are nice diversions but just for an hour or so. Exercise is the only thing I like doing and even then it’s only for a short time. I hate going to pubs and leave parties as quickly as possible. I’m boring and not good looking so I can’t blame women for staying away.
Oh well maybe one day it’ll all change. I’m sure it will. I just don’t know when.
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It will.
I don’t know what it will change for you, as everyone is different.
But one day you’ll wake up with a smile and the sunshine on your face, and remember those days when everything was grey. And your breakfast will taste twice as good and the smile of your neighbor will make you laugh.
It will happen.
Thank you very much for your words of encouragement. I truly appreciate them.
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