• 6 years ago
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I’ve been with my boyfriend for 4 years now and we’ve been in an LDR for the last 2. I love him dearly and tell him everything. Including my feelings for my flatmate. We used to be friends, but at some point he decided I am too attached to him and started pushing me away, telling me he hates me, that I am a terrible person, etc. Despite all that, I am unable to let him go. I am really attracted to him. Wouldn’t ever consider having a relationship with him, or anyone else other than my boyfriend. But I see the guy everyday and it is a torture. I told my boyfriend about my fantazies regarding my flatmate and now he is really upset. I do feel like a horrible person. I will move out in a couple of months, but I feel that there is something wrong with me. It is not the first time that I get crazy attached to a person and become s******* aggressive. In most cases the guys were responsive at some point, but got creeped out at the end. My boyfriend knows everything and was tolerating it before when we considered ourselves in an “open relationship”, but doesn’t anymore. I am trying to suppress myself, as I don’t want to hurt my boyfriend or anyone else. But I feel like a s***.

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