My parents expect too much of me. Not academically or anything, but…personally? They’re all shocked that I swear but then again, I’ve heard my father say ‘s***’ over the most trivial things and I’ve heard my mother cuss out her own parents. Her parents swore at each other almost every day until my grandfather died two years ago, so how can they expect that I wouldn’t grow up swearing like a sailor? They hate that I have a quick temper but the worst part is they have it, too. They’re hypocrites and I hate this whole situation I’m in. I know they just want me to be a good person but it’s just so hard when they aren’t exactly that good of an example. Call me a brat all you want. I don’t even care anymore.
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It is definitely hard being in a hypocritical situation like that. But it’s a great thing that you’ve identified that its become a cycle of swearing that hasn’t been able to be broken overtime. Perhaps, if you identify it as something you find it hard to escape from but want to try getting out of it, try to consciously remind yourself or be aware of when you are swearing and find ways to maybe break that cycle … just some thoughts … but its really great that you’re able to identify this 🙂